This morning I want to give props where props are due…to a fella who I can’t help but answer the requests of despite my usual plans, my original thought on how it might be inconvenient or something I should rethink.
I can’t tell him “no”.
Okay, yeah I can…but I don’t want to. Neither does he. He does to my body what a handful can. He takes the time to know what I like and does what I fucking like! Notice: I said only a handful. He makes time. Not just taking his time but the very opportunity to make use of said time.
He’s why Eclectically Sexual Sounds’ final episode did not occur. When I got the phone call and there was an ‘opportunity’…hell, I took it. So what the plan was for tomorrow?
We got it in that night and the next because he made time. Do I want him for myself? Nah. But when he wants me for himself? Damn right, I’m there.
So when a conversation was us about what he liked, I do my very best to listen and be attentive because there is always the potential of not being the only one (of me), that is. So…shout out to my addiction, my reason for my A.D.D. and the guy who makes me drip drip drip with the idea of our meeting!
Someone once said, and I’m paraphrasing, “It’s a sad situation when ‘hoes’ are side pieces for dudes they fuck with.” I’ve always said that’s a role you to prepare for: taking the responsibility of the consequences that may or may not happen, knowing your role/place/position and don’t overstep.
When you’re ready for the big league? It won’t matter that he’s not yours. You won’t care about that. Just the time allotted between two individuals whore looking for the gratification of one another.
Then? On to the next…see you Friday!!!
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